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what i been trough a lot of thing but i still don`t know what i wanna find and what to achive in my life..what in my mind aways think get a job and quit study cause study means nothing to me i don`t know why i just give up with studying but i afraid to tell my dad family about i don`t want study anymore cause afraid my famly upset with me.....

what should i do....

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what i wnt most in my life...

every one have goal to achive right i als have one but i don`t seem so good ...

all i want my fmily to chge to the better fmily tht alway open minded n nvr to kongkong ank2 n cucu..

secoundly to see my lover meet the perfect guy and hope she will always happy without me..

third is to see all my sibling success in their carrier,

forth is to see my auntie n family senang dunie n akhirat ,

fifth is to see all people i know will blees by allah..

for lastly is what i always want to is death, why??? cause cukp la slame nie wld hanya menjd beban pd fmily, a lot of troble i gave to all my famly ..i nver forget what they done for me to see me success in my life but i can`t even do it cause i don`t good in memories thing...

hope allah could granted my wish....
this is what i want after i losse everythig such love , fwen that i most closed and alot of thng allah plzz granted my wish...

love is all bout...

"The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life."

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

"Love is the beauty of the soul."

a good fwen is all about.

there i a lot of fren can be find in this wide2 world..
a good fren is always share a happiness,tears also to give u enough trials to keep u strong and give u the spirit to make u always confident wth ur own n ur fren..
but sometime a good fren nvr last long mybe cause of somethg can be avoide of..
i have story of my own i have fren that alway spen together all the time we alway walk 5 of us after one day after school ends it was a rainy day,we all ran back our home, my fren use bike to get home then about 1hour i got a cal from someone and told me that my fwen way pastawy cause of accident with a lorry,after that i don1t know what to do cause he is the one who alwy encourage me to be a better boy n gave me spirit to alwy confident to my self what ever i do, he said "wld ko jgn isau la bro lau ko x ley wat aq tlg au lau cme2 xley kiter jge give up kite wat ag"..that the word i cant nvr forget for my entire life but i lost the pictr of him cause my house disaster with flood...

me my bout my self..

im walid b.shahnudin birth at Malim Nawar, Perak in 1991.
i have 3 mom, 1st have 3sib, 2nd also 3sib and lastly is 3th 2 sib..
it is very enjoyable when we have a lot of sib, but
i nver seen my mom front of my eyes, only know by seeing at a pic of her,
now im far apart from my family cause of study and work..
even we far but our heart always be apart cause family always came first right..

fwen